Easter is Near

Another Easter is upon us. A symbol of Spring. The first signal of nicer days, and warmer winds.

The little flowers are popping up everywhere. The Sun feels different, warmer, and brighter. I can feel it right to my core. I feel like I want to take in every blossom and sunny moment because spring seems to come and go so quickly.

I am wondering what the summer may bring. Hopefully Sunshine, Peace and Tranquility. I will Sit on my Deck, watching the Eagles, and the Bay. Happy Children!

Feeling Blessed :-)

Decisions---

Decisions........Some are so easy, some are impossible to make. Sometimes we can be logical, and sometimes our hearts defy the logic.

Some are open and reversible if we don't like what happens,these are the easy ones. Fun, no risk, adventurous at times. Love to take these to see where they go, as long as there is an escape route.

Some are so final and complete. Once they are made there is no turning back. I struggle with these ones, and find them impossible. Risk, and Fear of the unknown plays an important part. Paralyzes me, Makes me dip deeper than I am used to for the power to move forward. Worry about regret, and making mistakes. Pros !! Cons!! Second guessing myself !! Driving me crazy !!

We must find the strength within to move forward and know that we are intelligent people and will make the right decision in the end. Have the ability to separate the issues and think with our heads not our emotions. The final decision!! The right decision !! No Regrets or Second Guessing ourselves.

So we can Be a Peace with it.......

Finding The Strength Inside

I am thinking about the way us mothers carry on. We sometimes get so tired that we are a hollow shell in motion. We have no choice...... It has to be done...... whatever it is. We direct, work, fix, clean, listen, and love. All at the same time.

I am in awe of the women I know and love. The mothers that they are. Being able to dig deep and be resilient, no matter what comes of their day. To keep a positive outlook, and know that tomorrow will come. No matter how we feel about today. And if we are lucky, it will be better.

If it is not we will survive it!!

We are Mothers who are Strong !!

Weeks Like This

I am sitting here noticing for the first time this morning, that the sun is shining. Stealing an hour to pretend I am relaxed. Only Tuesday, and already in the middle of my Whirlwind week. School, Meetings, Mommy Duties, ect........ You know.......

Sometimes there doesn't seem to be a happy medium, either all or nothing, to many things to do or not enough. But when there is a day where it is too quiet then I wait for the bomb to go off, cause I know it is coming soon. Too quiet makes me nervous, and whether it is intuition or just that it doesn't happen that often, I don't know. Too quiet always worries me.

But for now I will notice that the sun is shining.

Restlessness of Spring

I am not sure what has come over me? While I enjoy the beginnings of new life all around me, I am feeling something missing. What is it? I am soul searching my way through this puzzle. The solution eludes me. I wonder.......will it become visible to me what it is that I am looking to find.
Maybe if I could figure out what it is, I could have Peace, and Rest.