Windy

Windy days are cleansing, I stand outside and let it blow away my cares. I breathe in and I breathe out. And I try not to think about anything at all.......

Feel the sensations.............Cool .......Refreshing !

The awesome power of nature. If we stop and take the time to look and feel it. She can guide us to sensibility, and directions that we never thought of . We can relax and enjoy the view.

Life gets so busy that sometimes we forget.......

Solitude .......=.......Peace

I am thinking of tomorrow. It will be a Great Day !!! I think of the possibility and the ways I could begin. I could start a new project. I could bake something. I could just sit and be...................me.

Enjoying the quiet of no one being home. No one to boss me around, no one to nag me, no one to ask one more question.

I am thinking of how it will be in the future when everyone has left me..............Will I miss the constant drama and chaos?

Or..........Will I relish the freedom and quiet?

Only time will tell.......Time..........hmmmmm my next entry me thinks.

Another Day, Another Day

This is a day like no other, and exactly the same as the rest. The same problems, the same routines, the same stresses.........and yet.........

It is different, a day that has new challenges, ups and downs that come in different ways. To test my resolve, my resiliency, my sanity.

But, where is the fun, the peace, the new experiences...

I am kinda tired right now, I need to know something new is on the way. Not just a different new......but something wonderful and uplifting !! I am not sure what it would take to get me to look forward to the future. Cause right now, it just looks the same as the past.........and I don't see anything new on the horizon.

Another day, another day, and again, another day.

I am Faded Today

I am sitting here feeling a little Faded. I am tired, washed, and feeling used up. I wonder what is in it for me? Why do I do all the things I do, and then wonder what is the purpose?

Wow, this is what I do when I am fading, I go deep into it, to try to find my center. The reason I should not just go back to bed and pull the covers up, and just wait. Wait until I feel the answer.

BUT, There is no answer, we must just Do It. We must just get up and DO It. Over and Over.....Because we should.....Because we are Mothers........But then I wonder

Who Made the Rules..........And I am off thinking again.........